8:18 PM - Friday, October 31, 2008
quote of the day: honour those worth honourable. laugh at those who are funny.
happy halloween! its the 31st of october and its halloween! trick or treat? i choose neither. my ultimate way to celebrate this festival is to avoid it, forget about it, do something fun, and fall in love. i was at crystal's place this afternoon, swimming with madeline. crystal didnt join us, she just stayed home while we hung out around the pool. so we so called "used" her pool. after she let us in by not letting us in, we just went in cuz the person in front of us unlocked the gate and we caught it in time. we just met her, they watched me eat my carrot cake, and she went home. so at first me and madeline just played around the pool doing stupid things, then we got stupider. i carried her on my back, swopped, then i carried her on my shoulders and then swopped. i managed to bunk her fat ass to the other end of the pool after 2 attempts and she couldnt do it even after i dont know, 5 tries? completely hopeless or my ass was just to heavy. she called me an elephant. boo.
ghosts, witches and bats, oh my!
madeline is just hopeless. boo hoo to her. so after that, the both of us baby-sitted this 6 year old whose dad asked us to play with her. so we got along so well and talked a lot. she let us play with her little "gun" that shoots water and played in her boat thing. although we were running late and that we thought it was freaking lame, we beared with it and carried on, enduring all the way. then after like i dunno, half an hour of play, we told her we had to go and bade goodbye. sad i know. then i called my mom and had a hilarious time in the bathroom with madeline. we were like shouting from one cubicle to another, making out what we were saying. and apparently we couldnt. boo hoo.
if your scared of the dark, dont be surprised if you scream at the sight of light.
dinner was BORING! boo hoo. i ate that "jiu-cheng-gao" (9 layered cake) damn nice. it rocked hardcore. i scared my cousin cuz she freaked at my long "tongue" which i stuck in my mouth, in a shape of a sharp, long triangle. haha. and did i tell you that i have a sharp tongue? well, in both ways, literally and when it comes to come-backs. i thrashed madeline and crystal in like every-time we argue. haha. crystal and madeline both hate my tongue. laugh out loud. 0.0
BOO. betcha five bucks that didnt scare you.
3:41 PM - Thursday, October 30, 2008
quote of the day: any man can love a million girls, but it takes a real man to love only one girl a million ways.
i cant believe the holidays can get so boring. music bores me, the computer bores me, not in the mood to go out, television becomes the stupidest invention made, sayings sometimes dont make any sense, my mom makes me read the bible in order to get on the computer, which i dont even know what to do on. theres nothing to eat in the fridge, apparently there is only some nutri bars and chocolate. and even the chocolate is boring. CAN ANYONE JUST TAKE ME OUT?
5:28 PM - Saturday, October 25, 2008
quote of the day: tell me that you're sorry, but that won't turn me round.
yeah! now those people are gone, i can start writing bout them. the sun rays seep through the window panes, evening is coming, yet i am still awake. guess what ma hommies? i got kicked outa ma own house. damn. so yesterday, my mom told me that i will be moving to my cousin's place for the weekend, and someone else will be taking my room. *frown*. so last night i grabbed my bag and threw clothes in. and it wasn't that bad after all. i waited till 11 pm...
the night is dawning, i am waiting, the door creaks open, only to see santa with his little special gift for me.
but unfortunately, i wasn't waiting for santa. i was waiting for my cousin and at the door was a lady covered in jean material. jacket, skirt. the door slammed, the curtains swayed, the floor creaked, little girls screamed, and after all that crap, she came in. so i was just sitting there watching tv and flippin through my phone.
just know that i'm looking down on you, smiling.
Ros left for work in the morning pretty early while my eyes were like half open so i really didnt care much. then when i awoke at like around 8.50 am, Jens called asking me to go for breakfast and i didnt get a clue of what he was saying so later anyway, he passed the phone to his mom. so Jess asked me in a much clearer tone, if i wanted to join them for breakfast at 9. i agreed and i went down after a quick shower. breakfast was pretty much normal. nothing special. then daniel was like "begging" his mom to let him go home, which was pretty lame. why not just walk off without them knowing then later drop then a text saying you needed the bathroom? what a momma's boy.
break it off, boy.
so after groceries, then lunch, i walked home only to see a girl that looked like an everyday tomboy? is that a man or what? so anyway i didnt bother much and went into my once before, now occupied room. so i started banging my fingers on the keyboard, and blasting the music louder and louder each time. the overly pissed mom, just kept mouthing me words that i couldn't make out. (fyi, i didnt even pass amateur lip reading) so i just ignored her and just carried on playing with the facebook app, trying to beat my high score. so eventually it got till 187 and i thrashed the 8 other people below me. like MADELINE (: and i just need to reach 205 to top my friends heehee. one more to go. then i accidentally set a challenge for madeline which was like 148 ): so boohoo for her.
someone rescue me.
ever heard of the song Breathing by Yellowcard? it rocks hardcore! love it. almost had the whole thing memorized. keeps ringing in my head haha.
ciao baby, you didn't take me out from my endless pit.
4:02 PM
quote of the day: can't you hear me screaming? i'm bleeding on the inside, shivering on the outside, groaning in pain.
aack. im getting so into giraffes. especially the one that salesperson took away from the shelf, gerry. ma darling gerry. i found it on the mothercare homepage after typing in: giraffe. and viola! my darling gerry was sitting there, as cute as ever!
my darling gerry! the best giraffe baby in the world. heehee.
8:27 PM - Thursday, October 23, 2008
quote of the day: i've found out a reason for me to change who i used to be. a reason to start anew. and that reason is you.
aack. today was that damned parent teacher meeting. neither my parents came. i managed to talk my dad into signing the form heehee. and i just told my mom that my form teacher is busy and she didnt make the parent-teacher meeting compulsory. and she actually believed it 0.0. and today went pretty well. after getting my report book back. i was completely flabbergasted at the huge paragraph of comments that mdm loh gave me. here it goes:
"Karen is an easy going and sociable student. She gets along very well with her peers and is well-liked by them. She is a conscientious student who does her work well and hands them in promptly. It is very gratifying to note that Karen puts effort in ensuring that her work is done very neatly and of good quality, With determination and perseverance, Karen has to potential to excel in her academic pursuits."
what wierd comments. i bet it was the longest in the class. when i showed yonglun the page he was like: holy shit. and as usual, he read it without even paying attention to the words i guess. and damn it i only got the 8th place in level and the 6th in class. wonder how daniel did. apparently, his level position was 117/200 and made it to the 21st position in class. i think. i managed to score my minimum expectations by seeing 5 As on the result page. 4 Bs, 1 C. blah blah. damn. i managed to get full attendance for both my cca and my daily school life. and i'm aiming for a silver award for next year's NAPFA. im like trying to do 50 sit-ups everyday so that it can get easier and most probably i can do it faster and obviously better.
7:31 PM
quote of the day: a kiss is not a contract. it is what you do when you're in love.
ugh. examinations. report cards. parent-teacher meetings. non-stop nagging. hilarious laughter. is that how the last day of school is gonna end? i dont think so. crystal asked me to catch a movie tomorrow night. and the movie? HSM3. of all movies. the lamest music-based movie i've heard. first it was the blah blah "Zannessa" and all that crap. all the singing, hollywood styled basketball, kissing, love scenes, all the unnecessary crap. i dont get the god damned meaning of the darn movie.
somewhere we went wrong, we were once so strong, our love is like a song, you can't forget it.
anyways, just yesterday, a hell load of crap happened. lynn asked me if i could help her in the division of the different "jobs" for the classroom cleaning crap and so i helped her and came up with all the different jobs. we were like on the phone and so we like discussed it together. then when we got to school the next day, i offered to help her write all the stuff we discussed on the whiteboard and most of the guys kept yelling at me for being biased, just because i was in the same group as my best friends and zach. ugh. what stupid childish behavior. haha. so later on, we had this stupid "social graces and etiquette" workshop, and it was just pure crap shit crap. then this lady, known as Mrs. Singapore, started blabbering away with her presentation. so the show-off. then she was like all: any volunteers for different scenarios? ugh. so anyway, me and madeline got selected randomly from a list to "act" out a formal handshake. (you might be wondering why. but i guess god's the only one who knows) and so since we are best friends, and also practical jokers (amongst the both of us), so i started squeezing maddy's hand hard and grinned. she did the same and we went into a squeezing fit. and we were like half-grinning half-glaring at each other, most obviously in a sarcastic way.
baby i can't hear what you're saying, the line is breaking up, or is that just us?
some stupid crap. that wasn't all. then came the blabber again. and then came the "modelling". so everyone had to like " walk formally". and as usual, i can't walk like a "lady". so i thought i could get away by just walking slowly and sloppily with the rest. but this lady aint that simple minded. i had to walk once more with the whole class staring at me. and luckily, i was not alone. huifang was there too (: and that crap didnt make a damned difference. i walked the same way as i did before and when the lady wasn't looking, i gave her a stupid face and glared at her. so after that stupid "walk", i just went back to my seat (obviously). and before that they were speaking about postures and i just flopped myself against the chair and my legs wide open. and i didnt really give a damn bout the whole thing so i just sat back and watch her talk. jokes came bouncing around the class regularly, so i didnt get bored. haha.
and at last all the pictures have been burned. and all the past is just a lesson we've learned i won't forget.
so after the classroom cleaning, mdm loh got us to sit down and started talking to us. so then she was like blah blah blah. and she announced the level positions for the top 10. and like quite a few from our class were in it. as usual, yingzhou topped the level. and some other dude got into 2nd place. i got knocked out of the top 3 and jeremy took my previous place as 3rd. he used to be 2nd (sheesh). and i flopped all the way to 8th place. damn. but my dad was pretty pleased because he knew that i tried really hard this time and at least i made it to the top 10 (:
lets turn on that radio as loud as it can go. wanna dance until my feet cant feel the ground.
1:40 PM - Tuesday, October 14, 2008
quote of the day: love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.
sigh. shopping for crystal's birthday present. so funny. me and maddy agreed on coming and meeting at tampines mall at 11 am sharp. i was there at 10.40 am. guess what time the little blabber brain princess came? 11.05 am. she was 5 minutes late. and thats a big thing. i was so freakin thirsty that i had to go to mac to get a huge coke which cost me 2 bucks 30. and this little blabber brain princess came 5 minutes late in an orange top, red hairband, translucent cardigan, brown shorts, gold shoes and a billabong shoulder handbag. laughs. so decorative. not forgetting her sister's earrings. i was in a blue giodano top, white capris, leather slippers, and my puma bag which i didn't remove anything from it. it contained my camera, battery charger, USB cable, my two wallets, earphones, glasses, pencil case, two extra pens, school badge, and some tissue. and the only things i used were my wallets. so i brought these things for nothing. ugh.
i'd do anything just to hold you in my arms.
so we set off for the wallet shop and just walked around browsing. we were like laughing at the wierd bags and we started browsing the pencil cases. one by one, i filled up maddy's finger with rings and rings of pencil cases. and soon we shortlisted four out of all the pencil cases. there were two brown, two black. the 1st brown one had words on it, like some shit words with no meaning, and another one with really cool stamps which i asked maddy to buy it for me for my birthday, and the 1st black one read: i left my LV pencil case at home. the other black one had the same thing but Gucci instead. maddy told me that crystal should like words but not too many, so we omitted the 1st brown one, and the one with stamps. so we had to decide between the two black pencil cases. and i told maddy that LV was cooler than Gucci as Gucci was like for old ladies. so she paid for the LV one.
can't you just go somewhere on vacation.
then we took the escalator, to get the wrapping. and as we went up the escalator, i dragged maddy to the mothercare shop to look for my darling giraffe plush toy called Gerry. i saw it the last time we went there and i really loved it. so i named it Gerry. but it was GONE! the stupid shopkeeper took Gerry away from me. ugh. *tears*. so next we head off to mini toons. and we were just roaming around and maddy pointed to some mirror key-chain and said: crystal could like look at herself all day. -.- what a pathetic fool. and then we walked around and came to that animal magnets thing. and it was like 10 bucks for 4 of these little cute thangs. and there were four little giraffes there. *think about Gerry*. and i told maddy to get them for my birthday. all four and pay 10 bucks (: but she was like: so your gonna play with all four which looks the same? and i was like: yeah! and im gonna name them Gerald, Ginny, Gimmy, and Giraffe. and she thought that i was completely retarded.
so long, you'll miss me when i'm gone.
then we walked over to the wrapping paper area and maddy was just standing in front of the wrappings and she was like: i dont think this shop sells wrapping paper. and i just pointed and she was like: oh.... -.- what a pathetic fool. and since the wrapping sucked, so we walked off to precious thots and we got into a hell load of laughter there. its like we were walking around making a fool of ourselves. we laughed over the cards, and maddy was like pointing to lame cards that had old men on them (i think she must have been reminded of her fiance raymond). and so long story and we got the wrapping and maddy said to make our own card so. oh well. gotta listen to her before raymond comes and bashes me up.
long story? lemme cut it shorter.
lunch. i had Big Mac while maddy had Mc Spicy. and we mixed this wasabi thing with barbecue sauce and maddy thought it was really disgusting. i added some coke so that it could mix better, took my straw, dipped the end into the mixture, put it in my mouth, and it was hardcore awesome. maddy even took a video of me sampling it and me drinking it. lemme tell ya, next time if you go to mac, do that. it rocks. and next time, when maddy's not looking, im gonna add it to her burger or her fries and it'll become one of the best burgers or fries she's ever tasted.
3:17 PM - Monday, October 13, 2008
COUNTDOWN TO A FULL GROWN TEENAGER!
NOW IS 31 DAYS LEFT TO THE DAY WHERE SHE CELEBRATES STAYING ALIVE ON EARTH FOR 5114 DAYS!
2:52 PM
quote of the day: "there are no regrets in life, just lessons" - Jennifer Anniston.
if we were born knowing everything, what would we do with all this time on earth. - Nelly. people may call me smart. but actually, i have a whole lot to learn and find out about. its just like living in a world without experiences, knowledge. just monkeys with no brains, running around, not knowing about survival, food, or even health and predators. life has many obstacles hidden within it. the word alone may have different meanings. the results of this year's final papers are gonna be revealed. numbers, cheers, and frowns, oh my! this wednesday. is gonna be hardcore hell. my dad, whom i think is the real smartypants, wants me to get within the top 3, again. i mean like c'mon, ive done it in the mid years. what more do you want? oh guess what the mr. brainypants says? he said: "oh no no no. you must try harder next time. and next time, TRY TO AIM FOR FIRST PLACE!" god damn it. i have already flunked history. holy shit. and with that Ying Zhou hanging around, life is gonna be worse hell. and Jeremy is a complete class brain. what doesn't he know? sigh. competition is so tight. i bet madeline's gonna clinch the top position this year. 3 cheers for mrs raymond tang!
if you worried about falling off the bike, you'd never get on.
2:25 PM
quote of the day: joy is one of the only emotions you can't contrive.
it is said that money can't buy you happiness. but it can buy you a yacht big enough to pull up alongside it. from my point of view, it is absolutely correct. money can't buy anything more valuable than your friends, family, loved ones, etc. i can dream of buying an entire wardrobe worth of eminem's albums, but i can't dream of having the one special feeling towards someone in a particular moment twice. Robin Williams said that comedy is acting out optimism and Jennifer Anniston said that there's nothing better than contagious laughter. life isn't just about buying things, emptying your hard earned pockets full of cash on materialistic things. you can say that the iPhone achieved the Gadget of the Year 2008, but if you want to achieve the Greatest Caregiver of the Year, is a different question entirely. Happiness comes when you start giving, sharing, making love, abolishing war and prejudice.
the reward of conformity was that everyone liked you but yourself.
you may think i'm a nuisance, a pain, whatever. but im not just saying this without thought. i love my life. i appreciate what my friends have done for me. i hate the way they annoy me, but when i look back, i would just smile or laugh. Dennis Miller once said "Just be good and kind to your children. Not only are they the future of the world, they're the ones who can sign you into the home". it really reflects how humans act to their family, friends, parents and strangers around them. i recall taking a glance at this bumper sticker on a passing van which said : " be good to your kids. they choose your nursing homes."
take integrity over popularity and you'll always be cool.
ever tried eyeing an item on display on a shop window and waiting 2 weeks later before you make a decision to purchase it or not? i have. once i looked at this video game, thought that it was really cool. two hours later i made a de-tour back to the store, looked at it once more and said to myself: "that is so lame." the human mind works in a very queer manner. sometimes, temptation makes you do things that you actually dont need or want. the only reason why i read the reader's digest every month is only because of the hilarious that people send in. i was flipping the magazine a few minutes ago and this particular joke really caught my eye and sent me off pondering. here it goes: "my three year old great-granddaughter learned the expensive, and she was using it to describe everything. i had to ask. 'Sweetheart, do you know what expensive means?' 'Yes', she said. 'it means you dont need it.' See? when you think that something looks great for a second, look back and think carefully. actually, you don't really need it.
celebrate what you have accomplished, but raise the bar a little higher each time you succeed.
8:13 PM - Friday, October 10, 2008
quote of the day: i walk the lonely road, but only, with you around.
scheduled tuesdays: movie. lunch. vivo. sheesh. okay this is getting so boring. my mom's out and im at home with nothing to on the PC. all im doing is blastin' the music loud to irritate my aunt and stuff. sheesh again. *laughs* and i have to be freaking out. my mom actually agreed on having a dog. i suggested a rottweiler but since she doesn't know what it is, she said okay. but my dad just had to say no. he had a dog once before anyway. a lovely golden retriever named Amber (: and he just had to give the excuse about the poo-picking dog-handling bad side of it. ugh. *frowns* but anyway, my mom actually agreed on it. and thats like: wow. complete insanity. she actually agreed.
summer has come again. wake me up when september ends.
okay. dog didnt turn out well. everyone's gotta have a plan B. and this time, mine is titled: back to the initial past. i've been bugging my mom since god knows when about my birthday present. i want an iPod touch. not being a demanding type of person for literally centuries, i managed to form a deal with my mom. she's not the academic fanatic, so grades dont really work out well as a condition in small print in my life's contract. so, i resorted into asking her what she wanted. and she said: i want you to have spiritual growth. so i was all: mom.... please. and she was like: you have to put your life in God's hands in order to have peace. and after reading a sign off a car window, saying: life's short. play hard. i exaggerated the word: "play", reminding my mom about my day off, no work, no books, no chinese revision. exams. are over. and she was all: in order to cherish and lead a fruitful life, you must trust in God's hands. and blah blah blah. long story. but when i got home, i looked up the Apple website and i managed to hook up loadsa info about my little dream present. and i was like telling my mom all about it and so i promised to put some christian songs in it apart from my "neck-breaking head spinning" music (as described by my mother theresa). and she made a deal with me. (oh god. why must my mom make a deal with me only now?). she said that every christian book i read, she will sponsor 1 buck of the price. i already have like $120 with me. (with the generous tip from my brother worth $50) so i would need about another $100. and knowing my family well enough, i'll get the money in no time. my dads prolly gonna drop me $60 or so on my birthday, not inclusive of the present he chooses himself. and i've already been able to strategize my expenditure using a paper calendar. black and white.
stop acting like you know me. actually, you dont.
freak. im gonna get an iPod touch. in a few weeks? holy shit mars bars. i am so totally gonna be walking in style yelling. haha. (: my 1750 songs are coming on the way. just finding them to add on to my iTunes playlists. haha. right now i have like only 105 songs? god. i am fussy. i choose my songs. haha. who doesn't?
don't let guys get in your way of walking the road of fame and fortune.
12:37 PM
quote of the day: everyday is a fairytale. every moment is my happy ending.
hey freaks! the finals years have come to a final end! so long to math math and more math. ugh. math paper 1 was like so much easier than paper 2. lol. everyone begs to differ. ugh. i guess i'm more used to doing ms goh's crap rather than mrs tan's crap. ugh again. i spent like the whole night before the science paper doing notes, chatting, texting, and reading my darn workbook heehee. and i still think my drawing of the bunsen burner thrashed maddy's. *laughs*. just joking maddy. dont take things too seriously. heehee (:
there she goes. bow down bitch.
guess how me and ma friends celebrated the end to all stress, boredom and lectures? we checked out ECP for a little bike-cum-roller blading- ride. i was on the bike, like always. same went for maddy and wenjing. crystal, lim min and alisha was on the blades. (sounds pretty scary i know. like knives on your feet) we had a hell load of time there. from 11 to 4.30. sheesh. first we went off to crystal's place then headed off to da beach. i didn't have any clothes with me, same went for maddy and wenjing, so we loaned some from crystal. *smiles*. at first i was given a top that looked really okay but when i put it on, the collar sunk down way low. and it was completely suffocating me. i dont really like tight fitting stuff and even maddy + wenjing thought it didnt look good on me. i thought it was bitchy on me. *frowns*. so crystal loaned me another top, which was white + brown horizontal stripes, polo tee, and it was awesome. so i put on my specs, regardless of what crystal and maddy said bout me. heehee (:
mary jane's socks got stuck in the drawer and couldn't come loose as it was too big for the drawer to fit in.
boohoo man. at da beach: wenjing said that she had to be home by 1. -.- some wierd father she has. sheesh. and i had to loan my bike and maddy had to loan hers to crystal and alisha cuz the roller blade rents was closed then and they had to bike to mac to rent em from there. and so we occupied time by having a bike race, with one bike. i was first then maddy then wenjing at first but later maddy thrashed me and you know...wenjing... yeah. anyway, after our bikes got back, we set off and crystal tried hanging on to my bike for some kinda "taxi service" thing cuz they were so tired after roller blading all the way back. and so i tried pulling her and i ran outa breath for like after 2 seconds. and so i just left her hanging there and she was like: i hate you! i hate you!. *laughs*. so i left her there and sped off with alisha. and it came to a point where crystal told maddy (hooking on to her bike), that if maddy beat me and alisha, a race to 7-eleven, she'd buy anything for her. (speaking of anything, do they still sell the drink?) and so me and alisha paired up and she hooked on to my bike and we sped off. like way faster than maddy and crystal. *laughs hysterically* and crystal said that if maddy reached 7-eleven first, she'd buy her anything. anything. seriously. and we thrashed them. haha.
you are my everything.
anyway, guess who we saw later? isabella ella ella eh eh. stupid song, stupid girl. she's the primary school classmate that got me into trouble. twice. and just the look on her face can already turn your whole day upside down. the ***** look. then i was like: oh my god. thats isabella. and everyone thought that she was my friend. my foot she's my friend. more like enemy, betrayer, and demon. so, crystal, lim min and everyone else started calling her. oh my god. so dumb. and i was like hiding my face under the table but even so, isabella roller bladed over and gave that look. so i took the courage to say a few words to her. so i was like: hi, didnt know you wore braces. and she was like: oh hi. yeah i just got them last year. then i was like: oh. i think you better go. your mom's calling you over. (which was true). and she went off. pathetic at roller blading. i think even i'm better than her. so later i told the rest and asked them if they wanted to thrash her. like go faster than her and break away laughing. so we did that. talking bout moms. hers resembles madonna. bitchy, low-cut tops, pink, blondish hair, and an iPod in her pocket. not a very good roller blader either. as good as her daughter. lousy. so after thrashing her, we made a U-turn and thrashed them again. with crystal going at the speed of light, she stands no chance.
you may be from the inside out but my soul cries out.
so later after everything, we set off. and i had to return crystal's blades back all the way near mac from the bike shop near the lagoon and food centre. was freakin beat. sigh... but that was AWESOME! can we have it again?
9:41 AM - Saturday, October 4, 2008
quote of the day: you form the six colors of the rainbow. i form the seventh to make it perfect.
i try to think of the last time i saw a rainbow in the sky, but i'm thinking so much about you so much that i forget everything else. parents love their kids so much that they become over-protective. parents that truly love their kids will shower them with care and give them freedom on their birthdays. unfortunately, some parents overdo it. they make it sound like their loving them but instead torture them with remote controls and keeps them at home all day.
smiles and tears. giggles and laughs.
why must parents be so stupid enough to over-protect their kids, knowing that it will lead them to more harm and rebellion. well, my mom does that sometimes. and im glad she taught me howta yell back.
9:11 PM - Friday, October 3, 2008
quote of the day: lets have a romance. like the cinderella story. will you be my happy ending?
the waves gush against the shore, brushing gently against the sand. light covers the earth taking away all darkness, so that all men can see. the wind beneath my wings, which lifts me higher and higher, as i rise above the clouds. the momentum of a dancers feet, moving across the stage, as swift as the breeze, she leaps across the floor, with music in her head, the rhythm gives her a good stead. my life is like the fallen leaves on a lovely autumn's day. it will always remain fallen until someone comes with a rake and starts raking the leaves up. oh well... thats life :)
i love the way you make me smile. it never ends.
okay. i've achieved one of the year's goals and aims today. its a huge thing. and im totally freaking. now, i don't care about anything else. history, math, literature, and science are straight outa my mind! all im thinking of it that. the goal. my greatest achievement ive accomplished this year. now, getting 3rd again for my level position is not that a great thing. now, what matters most is the question he popped today. totally whack. anyways, this morning, as the cool ocean breeze swept against my window, the cold air rushing out of the air conditioner, the flying blankets all came to a result of a girl arising from her hundred years of dreaming. i take at least 10 minutes to get outa bed in the morning. you might think my bed is at least a hectare large but its not. i have to kick my blanket a few times till it get knocks off the bed onto the floor. and i must stay there for a while before i spring outa bed, grinning.
she talks about you like you put the stars in the sky.
this morning, i woke up at 6:15, (record broken) and prepared to leave the house by 6:35. i lied to my mom that i have an ncc meeting early in the morning so that she could wake me up bright and early an take me to school at the speed of light. the reason for waking up that early was so that i could go to school and rush through my history homework that i did not complete. i left my workbook in the locker for many days and i wanted to take it outa my locker yesterday but it totally slipped my mind. i had to get a CD from mrs tan yesterday afternoon so that i could transfer the videos i took for some lame presentation from my camera. and thats just great.
i love you. dont ever forget that.
and greater news. wenjing's dad is coming to the darn excursion thats coming up on the 29th. and whats his prob man? first its the over protection with my bestie and now he's coming with us to the field trip? how great man. and wishin all the people out there who's muggin for their final years, all the best, god bless and good luck.