11:46 AM - Tuesday, September 30, 2008
quote of the day: love is never having to say: "pass the remote"
english. cleared. done. now its the real world. math, history, english literature, science and more math :( oh my god. shiat. just watch mean girls for the third time and its completely bitchy. and i can't believe i watched such a stupid movie. i should be watching action movies like iron man or die hard or somethin. seriously man. was freakin grossed out haha. that regina shitface really needed a life. and i figured out somethin too. i hate lindsay lohan. she can't act. boo hoo. LL sucks! jkjk. i still hate her though. but she still can't act. better off as a bitch. haha.
a guy knows when he's in love when he loses interest in his car for a couple of days
sigh.. the exams are almost over and my birthday is arriving in a 44 days. and i love maddy's new pencil case! it says: algebra aint that tough (or somethin) and it shows a diagram of a triangle with two sides: 4 cm, 3 cam respectively.and the question is find x. then the x is circled and beside it: says. here it is. haha! love it! but im not gonna get an identical one. cuz thats as dumb as karen smith in that stupid movie i watched. what a dumb ass man. hahas.
guys act like: i was walking along and i fell in love. my boys tried to pull me out but i got all tangled in ropes and sticks and i couldn't break free.
1:07 PM - Saturday, September 27, 2008
quote of the day: the cutest moment was when he put his hands on my face and said: "god i could just kiss you forever".
sigh... i wish he could just do that right now. oh great. worse news. my dad's first wife, my brother and his girlfriend have all arrived from the UK and are now here in singapore. you might be wondering how this is possible when im the only child. but these people are not blood related to me, their just from my dad's first marriage. so the complicated. long story. and to cut it short, they are HERE. meeting them for dinner later. how great. its gonna be a bunch of old people sitting at the table, with addition to the two old people i already have at home (my parents). and these are the people whom i last met when i was 9? god how can i remember. i hope they don't come empty handed or anything. i hope i can get a billabong sling or something. maybe a wallet (: heehee i know i'm greedy. just kidding (:
the way that you talk its just the way that you walk like it aint no thang.
i'm now so addicted to the songs Five Minutes To Midnight ( double smiles ), Thunder, by Boys Like Girls, Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park, Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings. have been playing the songs again and again on my iTunes all day. especially Five Minutes to Midnight. played it 4 times already in the past 20 minutes. sheesh. life is so boring right now. madeline's not in her grandma's night gown and sneakers, wenjing's not in on her hairy lama in south america and my art pieces are farting its way in my study collecting dust mites. and he still hasn't asked me out.
love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them not to
when you love someone you can tell. but if your IN love with someone, everyone can tell.
1:01 PM - Friday, September 26, 2008
quote of the day: I didn't really say everything I said. -Yogi Berra
woots! 3 papers outa 11 cleared! holidays are only 28 days away! and congrats to wenjing for making it to the "adventure" course thingy thats happening around the last day of school! all the best to you my bestie! (: im like so having mixed feelings bout the holidays. im freakin looking forward to CMC youth camp from 1 to 5 dec! (: double smiles tho i only have 1 mouth ((: whoa. alrighties, i have good news and bad news. which do ya wanna hear first. anyways, i asked my teddy and he says the bad news. so...
after talking to you, no matter how bad i felt before, i always walk away smiling (:
bad news. today's oral examination. boohoo. guess who was my examiner? Mr. Steven Teo. how great man. he was so boring and monotonous throughout the whole damn thing. he didnt even smile once, hardly looked at me in the eye with agreement, and gave me hints? what the hell. the topic was bout flooding, rescue workers what not. and he even asked: karen, are you feeling nervous? you need to learn to say things better. -.0 sighs. really pity wenjing. her examiner was mrs shobana cheong. the one who said my skirt was too short and that my socks were sulking in my shoes. the one i wanted to tell her straight in the face that even if my socks are frowning, i can make it smile. that lady needs a life. zach's examiner wasn't any better. she asked him why his school badge was covering his name tag and why his hair was like that. i mean like so what? he looks great the way he is. and that lady is not supposed to examine his appearance but his oral skills and pictorial analysis instead!
i love how you make me smile even when i dont wanna smile.
good news. my chinese oral went better than what i expected it to be. the tcher was pretty cool with me though i didnt know who she was. she was like: karen you can read pretty well, except for you didnt read that fluently. but even so, you did okay. woots! triple laughs. and the conversation went pretty fun. she smiled the whole time and just sat there and listened to me blabber away. never interrupted once. i asked around and they seemed to have a pretty shit time with their examiners. O.O the 2nd piece of good news is that i've saved up more than enough money for my holiday extra expenditure. and madeline said that most likely she'll go with me to check out the reverse bungy at clarke quay! double laughs.
it doesnt matter how long you've known him. what matters is that he had you smiling from day one.
today during science rem, ms D said that she met up with my cousin yesterday and that they discussed bout the chocs she wanted. O.O and madeline such a sleeping beauty. she totally forgot about science remedial this morning and came rushing down from her highest room of the tallest tower in her night dress. its sad how sometimes princes forget about their lovely maiden in waiting and instead goes to have a mock-tail at the nearby bar. i guess madeline's true love didn't come rushing, galloping away on his mighty steed, running a hundred flights of stairs to his lovely lady and gave her a wake up kiss.
whenever i'm with you, you make me feel like the princess.
my recommendation to you. check out the following music vids on youtube:
Eminem- The Real Slim Shady
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upZYRQr47l0
Eminem- Without Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7w_kJoVFDrw&feature=user
Eminem- When I'm Gone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YIT3xvCHQG4&feature=related
double smiles to the chicster.
11:07 AM - Saturday, September 20, 2008
quote of the day: im gonna smile like nothings wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me.
did i tell you that my english teacher is a whore? she told me, heena and yong lun to wait at the side of the assembly hall to get this "prize for a english idiom essay". i won 2nd. sheesh. all you need to do is write a load of crap and boosh comes up the whore saying: karen, you won 2nd place. its like saying chris brown died with no air and lil wayne choked on a lollipop. she's supposed to be a math teacher. what the heck is she doing in the english department? oh my god.
we're a little wierd and life's a little wierd. and when we find someone whose wierdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in their mutual wierdness and call it love.
by the way, got a little bad news hooked up on me right now. have to let. it. out. our class spirit video didn't even get in the top 2 finalists for the level. how great. all my hard work is completely shitted away :( and during form t'cher's period, madame loh kept going on and on about it. she was like: " i watched the video that karens (beats me how she pronounces it but she really calls me karens.) posted on facebook, (god knows how she even knew how she managed to get on the internet.) and i thought it was really wonderful! (sheesh. she's blind) class, please go and watch the video. i want to thanks karens for making this wonderful video. at first, i didn't know how to find the video, so i asked wei chao, and he said must click 'videos'. so i click and watch. it was really wonderful. (damn how many times must she say this)"
baby your a little more than what i call amazing.
and obviously this wee little t'cher of mine went on and on about it. again. she started saying things like all the work that karens have done i will recognize. like facebook and class spirit. all that. sheesh. and she made everyone take back home ALL their books that were kept under the table. how great.
life. its all about taking chances.
school is a bore. my teachers are all whores. love is a cure. what do i do with the door? oh. i how greater. im gonna do somethin to my hair. -.0 but one thing for sure, im not gonna chop it off completely or have hair that looks like wenjing. no way. i will look hideous. no off. to wenjing. my bestie :) (*sighs*)
2:18 PM - Friday, September 19, 2008
welcome to: 2 pairs or skinny fit jeans, a black top and a future new haircut.
i love Giodano. they always have what im looking for :)
2:18 PM
to accomplish great things, we must not only act but also dream not only plan but also believe.
things i would want to try in life:
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ONE live in a jungle
TWO run with cheetahs
THREE keep a monkey as a pet
FOUR check out the reverse bungy at clarke quay
FIVE play with quicksand
SIX explore the bermuda triangle
SEVEN play with a shark in a swimming pool
EIGHT blast myself off in fireworks
NINE visit jupiter
TEN bring at least 2 people to church every year
2:18 PM
quote of the day: Where lipstick is concerned, the important thing is not color, but to accept God's final word on where your lips end. -Jerry Sein
i hate lipstick! eugh. problem solved! woots! wenjing is back as my bestie. once a bestie, always be a bestie. born a bestie , die a bestie. but besties die together even though they weren't born on the same day. but MY besties will stay alive when one dies and go back and kill the other bestie who killed mine :)
life without you is like a broken pencil. completely pointless.
and he sat just right next to me in madame loh's lesson of bore-doom! (*smiles*) oh my god. ms goh can really get nutty. just yesterday, she made those who answered her question wrong stand up, and ask the question continuously till someone could answer it. she went row by row. and eventually an entire row of students were found standing up because of her stupid question (*freaks*). stupid questions like: blah blah blah (*blank*) blah blah blah. i couldn't really hear what replaced the "blah" there cuz i really couldn't be bothered with math. who likes math is an idiot.
i want you to come up behind me, wrap your hands around my waist and softly whisper: i love you.
oh my god. what happened this week? oh yes. i love chocolate + peppermint ice blended! it rocks. i asked about 5 people and they said it was cool. who likes lemon and STRAWBERRY? eugh. gross. so fruitaliscious. reminds me of madame loh and her fruitamanias! jabba garishagrobba. madeline like strawberry, loves green tea, loves raymond (p.s. he walked right outside our homeroom! cheesels for her), hates blue coral (its the second best flavour when it comes to ice blend). wen jing likes lemon, passionfruit, green apple, (its the most disgustingest thing ever), hates blue coral (*frowns*), likes sourerish stuff (e.g. soap), and hates my choc and peppermint ice blend (*fumes rising rapidly*)
smile. its the second best thing you do with your lips.
today, i have sinned against three people. God, Steven, and Zach. i sinned against God cuz i ill treated my friends. i sinned against Steven for tripping over his bag and kicking it. (*sorry*) and i sinned against Zach for spraying my nike bottle at his face by accident. it really wasn't on purpose. so sorry. i was having a water "fight" with long yun and god dammit the ever so hot and cute zach was standing there. (*sigh with a smile*) long yun ducked and the water came gooshing out from the nozzle thingy and went right straight in front and hit the: ever so hot and cute zach. so sorry. i really am so sorry. really really. a million apologies (*sorry*)
if my heart had a face, it would be smiling.
5:09 PM - Friday, September 12, 2008
quote of the day: In the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is stoned to death. -Joan D. Vinge
oh my god. today i totally screwed, messed, made a whole bunch of shit outa myself. i really made her mad this time. why can't i just act like a girl? properly. today just after english class. my usual insanity got the better of me. i started going crazy. i didn't know what the hell i was doing. i just suddenly walked up to wenjing's table, grabbed her pencil case and started tossing it. beats me. then it hit the ceiling and fell flat on the floor. i dont know what happened after that but i just picked it up and repeated, i'm so dumb. then she got real pissed and grabbed MY pencil case. she threw it up but it didnt touch the ceiling. then it fell flat on the floor, just like hers. but i didnt really care. then i didnt return wenjing's pencil case to her but i kept playing with it. then wenjing took a few pens out of my pencil case and threatened to throw them away. i wasn't the least scared. then when i refused to return wenjing her pencil case, she hit my arm. didnt hurt. then as revenge, i hit her back, almost twice as hard on her back. then she shot me a look. THE look. i knew i was done for. was totally jammed up.
friends are friends. friendship will last unless you do something to trigger it.
what is wrong with me? why can't i just be like everyone else? why can't i just be a normal, delicate, politer, respectful GIRL?? why can't i just BE one? is it that hard? well, every time i try to act polite and all, 2 seconds later im back to my insane self. now i even hurt my best friend's feelings. oh. shit. how great. when ever i try to apologize, i get all jammed up in my mouth and all that comes out are hems and haws. and wenjing looks as though she were going to cry. oh no. i really got it this time. shiat! but now, this is the least i could do. cuz as you know, im not good with words. so, wenjing:
i'm so sorry. will you forgive me?
can we just forget everything?
please..
i really regret what i have done.
i'm really sorry this time.
sorry. so so so sorry :(
hey. i'm really really sorry. really really.
1:16 PM - Saturday, September 6, 2008
quote of the day: When a person can no longer laugh at himself, it is time for others to laugh at him. -Thomas Szasz
ugh! im going outa control. madeline is irritating me with her : karen yeo. karen winarto. karen lee. etc. argh. anyways, tuition today was sew-per boring. the teacher was like goin on and on. so i wasted time by dragging my work time and spent more time on each exercise. AND I STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED MY MATH HOMEWORK!! ARGH!
you reap what you sow. but time changes everything.
oh no. im gonna be slaughtered on monday. guys, in case you read the newspaper your check out the news headline in the morning, don't be surprised if my name comes out in bold letters saying that a high school math teacher has assassinated her student. and it appears to be that the victim is none other than karen tay hutchison. do not be alarmed. i seek you kindness and co-operation to turn up for my funeral in a couple of days.
everything in this world is uncertain but death.
if anyone out there is willing to do my homework for me or loan yours to me on monday morning, i would really appreciate it. friends should help one another and i do hope that you would do this little favour for me. just this once. if i die, i would definitely put your name in my will, stating clearly that whatever i own, you will receive a share of it. thank you, my dear people!
friends ask why you are crying. best friends already have to shovel to bury the loser who made you cry.
3:32 PM - Friday, September 5, 2008
quote of the day: don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game - a cinderella story.today was so much better than yesterday. i woke up at 11 this morning and my mom came into the room and asked if i wanted to go shopping for shoes. since i told her my feet were suffocating underneath the soles of my sneakers. and i thought things would be; go into converse, grab a pair of white sneakers, try them on, get my mom to pay for it, and head home. but after doing that, my mom looked at the current slippers i was wearing, and said: you need new ones for that too. and i was like: hell yeah i do. but i bet you wont find any my size. so i walked over to charles and keith. everything there was either to "adult" or too "old". so after scrutinizing every pair, i walked off with my mom. so we then headed off to Isetan. then as me and mom walked past the ladies section. but our minds got distracted and we both started looking through the stuff and i tried on a few pieces. then i walked past the blue colored side and i spotted this halter-neck "dress" thing and i was like: OMG! so i went to try it on. and it was my favorite shade of blue! so as i put it on, i glanced at the mirror and gasped. "i am so gonna get this."
the room is my closet and the world is my runway.
my mom even passed me a add-on over-shoulder thing you wear with the "dress". i was surprised that she knew so much. then she knocked and asked me to show her how i looked and the best thing is that SHE SMILED AND SAID OKAY!!!!!!!!!! i was totally freaking, oh. my. god. and she got the salesgirl to get a new piece for me and she paid for it without even complaining!! woots! i still remember that last night my mom was so happy with me that i got 100% for chinese "spelling" which i can hardly ever achieve, knowing my lazy and can't-be-bothered attitude towards studies. and she was pretty impressed that my chinese handwriting has improved over 2 months. and i didnt think that THAT could make her go on a shopping spree and even watch ugly betty with me last night till 11. wow.
time changes everything.
wow. and now, my mom's out to the hospital to visit my uncle. he got run over by a darn motorcycle. and got a leg fracture . pretty bad. ouch. AAAAAAAAACKKKKK! i haven't started on my math! aack. dammit. never mind. i'll leave it to the last minute like usual. will be pretty busy this weekend. have dad's friends coming over from the UK and i gotta go eat with them. boohoo.
love is for losers. and i guess I'm one of them.
i love you!
9:13 AM
hello :]
the name's karen tay hutchison. for short, karen. or to her friends, karon. her friends are not tigger or pooh. her friends make up the second version of the fanstastic four. the MCSW. cool huh? never mind. she loves music? hell yeah she does. who doesnt is an egg. but eggs do crack open their shell once in a while, only if someone drops it. sheesh. this is her century. its full of, err... i dunno.. whack? this is her world. you cant change it. God made it like that. face it. its HER mouth. no one can shut it. its her tongue. no one can lick it. ew thats just sick..
7:58 PM - Thursday, September 4, 2008
quote of the day: I have lost friends, some by death... others through sheer inability to cross the street. -Virginia Woolf
tuition is definitely the hit. not only its boring, it empties your stomach too. i was sitting there for 'bout 10 minutes, waiting for jenny (my tutor) to come over, and i was practically beat. i just finished my homework in the past half hour and i was definitely not looking forward to a heap of chinese characters to be displayed right in front of me. the final year exams are just around the corner and i haven't even started on my holiday homework, let alone revision. what in the world? school today wasn't even any better. english lesson was expected to be fun. real hardcore fun. but mrs tmk didn't even manage to enlighten us. some english teacher indeed. she's supposed to be a math teacher. what in the world is she doing here! so intensely furthermore.
raindrops falling on my window pane. i await in silence as the dawn rises to a new beginning. another day has come.
why oh why must we study so much? its just a stupid travelogue! dude. seriously. she needs a life. vocabulary is based on how much you know, how much you read, and how much interest and effort you put in. not by sitting in a shabby old classroom, filling our minds with death-strangling voices! and god knows what's with her pronunciation. math homework isn't aiding the current situation. if language is based on one's interest and passion, arithmetic must be the same. one's mind is the start of every problem, its just how you look at it. math lesson is just do do do. practice practice practice. is there even time for fun and games? my mom says that math is the easiest subject to get a hundred percent. eek. hell yeah i guess thats true. well it is, actually. math is just so straightforward you cant find any curves or roundabouts along a little math journey.
numbers carry significant figures. language has it all.
chinese tuition today was just as boring as before. my little tutor is one and a half head shorter than me. and its not getting a heck into my brain thats for sure. as i await in silence, for him, patiently, i lift my head and look through the fogged glass along the window sill, i pray that one day, he will just remember me. the clouds darken as a thunderstorm approaches, raindrops start to fall. thud by thud. the loud construction noise in the background gives it rhythm as it touches the ground. drop by drop. heavy and dark puffs of cotton aline themselves with the sky, forming a circle of dark foam. water droplets condense along the rims of the window pane, as her teardrops alight gently on the soft red carpet below her. she dreams, waits and goes forth in plea. the clock strikes 8, and the second hand ticks away in tempo. soft music is heard, drifting in between the noise of the weather, she closes her eyes in fear.